Almost, but Still I Resisted

Almost, but Still I Resisted by P. P. Bilhorn is a solemn and reflective hymn that speaks to the tragic danger of delaying salvation. Bilhorn, known for his evangelistic zeal and his work in revival meetings, wrote hymns that called hearers to immediate decision for Christ. This hymn captures the inner struggle of a person who comes close to accepting the gospel, yet holds back because of pride, fear, or the pull of worldly interests. The title itself expresses the heartbreaking state of being near the kingdom of God yet choosing to turn away. Throughout the hymn, the singer remembers moments when conviction came strongly, when the voice of the Spirit pleaded, and when God offered mercy with great patience. Yet the repeated choice to resist left the soul empty and still outside the grace that was freely given. The hymn serves as a warning to those who know the truth but hesitate to respond, reminding worshipers that almost believing is not enough. It also reveals the compassion of God, who continues to call and draw sinners, longing for them to trust in Christ for full redemption. Bilhorn’s message echoes passages such as Acts 26, where King Agrippa tells Paul he is almost persuaded, and Hebrews 3, which urges listeners not to harden their hearts when they hear the voice of God. The emotional weight of the hymn presses the listener to consider the eternal cost of resisting God and the eternal joy of surrendering to Him. Through its earnest tone and direct appeal, the hymn has stirred many to end their hesitation and come fully to Christ for salvation.