Am I a Soldier of the Cross?

“Am I a Soldier of the Cross?” is one of the most spiritually searching hymns written by the prolific English hymn writer Isaac Watts. Published in 1724, this hymn poses deep personal questions to every professing Christian, calling them to examine the cost of true discipleship. Drawing from the Apostle Paul’s exhortations in 2 Timothy, Watts focuses on the imagery of the Christian life as warfare, requiring courage, sacrifice, and total devotion to Christ.

The hymn opens with the provocative line, “Am I a soldier of the cross, a follower of the Lamb?” The question is not rhetorical—it demands soul-searching honesty. Watts challenges the reader to consider whether they expect to wear a crown without first bearing a cross. Throughout the stanzas, he contrasts the ease many seek with the reality of spiritual conflict. The hymn makes it clear that the path of Christ is one of hardship and spiritual opposition, not comfort or earthly acclaim.

Set typically in a common 4/4 meter, this hymn has been sung to various tunes over the centuries, including “Arlington,” “Marlborough,” and “Hudson.” The solemn yet determined tone of the hymn encourages steadfastness and perseverance. Isaac Watts wrote it during a time when religious commitment often required literal suffering and persecution. Today, it continues to call believers to a faith that endures trials and remains faithful unto death. It is a hymn of conviction, stirring the heart to stand firm and never retreat in the face of spiritual battle.